Antiphilanthropy

2007-01-28T00:11:00.000-06:00

It's been over a year since anyone put anything here.Yay me. Don't worry. Things come and go; this is the way of "things." Perhaps next year I might be so pensive and deign to make such a post again.Until that time, yay blogging. Interesting you've become a prime political commentary source, and to think a bunch of kids used you to talk and bullshit and dramatize long before. How it all flies.

2006-01-07T06:08:00.000-06:00

Ah, hello again, Blog. We've shared some good times. Good times, indeed.Reading back over the Blogs is a chore. One doesn't really undertake it with a scientific longing ever; after all, we lived it. So we approach it with that wonder of listening to a story. And oh, a story it is. A thousand thousand tales even the greatest author would simply drop his pen before and not even attempt to

2005-10-10T08:04:00.000-05:00

w00t!

2005-09-01T20:33:00.000-05:00

good news, liz isn't being held in a mexican prison, she's not about to be executed by an antique french guillotine, and she isn't going to be saved at the last second by a masked man who carves Z's into his opponents.She's just really busy, send her e-mails.and if that wasn't funny, well I don't care, because it got a laugh from its original target and any further laughs are just icing on the

2005-08-31T08:08:00.000-05:00

nope- will and I were just dicussing this- she's probably pissed

2005-08-31T06:25:00.000-05:00

Hey.... anyone heard from elizabeth?

2005-08-24T13:34:00.000-05:00

College doesn't have to be such a bitch at the very beginning. I think it's time to deinstitutionalize it just a bit...perhaps, yes, we will lose ground with all the Frenchies and Japanese and whatnot. But think about it: we have a utilitarian mindset in America...how about one where the quality of life is the most important? Fucking profit margins. I hate this planet.

2005-08-22T19:17:00.000-05:00

That would be hilarious, Will. I would laugh so hard.Josh, you keep putting whatever you want on your xanga- it's yours after all. Just warning you that mom was reading it.Rosie- don't worry, I'm not putting Phil on my site at least. But I agree with Will- I don't think you should be freaking over this. I'm in a ton of groups and I don't know 99.9% of the people on my "friends" list very well

2005-08-22T15:58:00.000-05:00

Well, Lindsey, I guess your mom can read my xanga, should I post something like "Last night I got wasted and....." just to scare her? it would help get kaicee to shut up too.Rosie, I think you need to heed josh's words on this philip stuff, just because there's a lot of girls listed on his facebook doesn't mean that he's done anything more than sent friend invitations to them, if you get real

2005-08-22T12:13:00.000-05:00

No offense (kind of), but thus far his comments and mindset have been quite immature. More friends doesn't mean shit. GOOD friends is all that matters. And you will find your niche as the time comes, honestly. I'm just so sick of all this "you need a big group!" shit. That's just shit! I suppose some people are down with that mindset, and if you are, good for you, but really, you're epitomizing

2005-08-22T10:52:00.000-05:00

Yay for mrs. reid.My mom wouldn't even know where to begin looking for xanga... not that she knows what a xanga is.Anyway, so you know (to josh and linds) those lines that phil has been pulling... like not dating for a month. Not LOOKING for a date for a month but if it happens it happens. Or that he's just looking for a ton a friends right now. Go to his facebook and check out his groups...Yea..

2005-08-22T00:39:00.000-05:00

Oh my God. Two posts. One day. *faint*Don't worry, Rosie, you're time will come. Josh, I completely know what you're talking about. Things are really boring until classes get started. We're now on our second week of school, and Welcome Week is still going strong, but ours is for everybody, not just Freshmen. But we do get a wonderful e-mail every day or so telling us to "go make friends and

2005-08-21T22:12:00.000-05:00

*twiddle thumbs**counts sheeps**plucks daisies*TWO MORE DAYS

2005-08-21T20:41:00.000-05:00

Hahhh.....boring college. Nothing but sitting in my room all day looking at a stupid computer screen. I reallllllyyyyy don't want to type this paper, but I am, anyway. Shit shit shit.Hahah, no, that was read a long time ago. I think he just noticed that I referenced some site that he liked as well, and put it in his post. But that's ok, because this is public access after all, and we can't help

2005-08-07T01:49:00.000-05:00

Under what day is it on? That's really weird that somebody comes and reads this blog. Maybe we should change the web address on it.

2005-08-07T00:14:00.000-05:00

Mmh...it's late. I like lateness.I will not like waking up for church in the morning.LINDSEY REID = 11 lettersROSIE JIANG = 10 lettersI was just reading an old post where I put that both of you had 10-letter names, and though one of you corrected me, the post was copied and pasted on some dude's blog (I don't fault him, I would have done it too), and boy, the foolishness I feel.The link: right

2005-08-05T12:22:00.000-05:00

I'm leaving for Auburn.... RIGHT NOW!!! Yay for me! Good-bye lonely world, hello college!

2005-08-04T16:53:00.000-05:00

And to think, that's all up to me...muahahaha.Well, yes, I suppose we could be going over to Lindsey's blog, but meh. Think of all the good memories we've had on this old blog! Just press the archives buttons to be reminded. Ah, the days gone by!Rosie, damn your people for having decided ever to use MSG on their food (not that it's real Chinese in the restaurants)...my stomach is dying. I've been

2005-08-02T08:57:00.000-05:00

oh yeah. Phil. I vaguely remember that name... Nah, let's leave him out in the cold*ducks*Just kidding, just kidding

2005-07-31T15:00:00.000-05:00

Hey.. shouldn't we be letting Phil on the blog sometime soon.....I think he's proven that he'll stick around longer than he did last time....

2005-07-28T12:05:00.000-05:00

oh my god, people posted?*faints*but, for once, Rosie is right. The blogs better come back to life when we go to college. That was our excuse when they died this past year. We don't have excuses now, so get to posting!

2005-07-22T18:29:00.000-05:00

Gosh, my roomate is a math geek, he's on the math team, going to major in Mathematics (I doubt it), he had a really good math teacher (he also taught some college classes) for senior year, He's fairly well connected in the army (uh oh), and he went to Rockdale Magnet High School, not to be confused with Rockale High School or Rockdale High School, both at the same address. oh, and I haven't

2005-07-20T01:44:00.000-05:00

ok I doubt anyone will see this until like... christmas but.. now that we've all separated we definately need to revive the blog.... I don't feel like sending e-mails with lots of addresses in the TO: box, SO since the world revolves around me... everyone type something about your first week... and how *insert adjective* your roommate is.Oh yea, My schedule is.... blah

2005-05-31T14:35:00.000-05:00

happy late birthday josh!

2005-05-21T21:05:00.000-05:00

Holy crap! Commemorative post, school est fin. Double-eu tee eff? Amazing. I was reading over some posts today from yore in light of said commemoration, and I must say, I am crazy. Some of you are pretty crazy too, just not as crazy as me. It's not the best thing to happen to one, by the way. Well, actually, it's ok for the rest of you to be, it makes you unique, just not me, I'm too

2005-04-20T21:59:00.000-05:00

The funny thing about beetles is...well, nothing really. They're just funny.The blog, masterwork of the human creation, tool of the defenseless and bitchocrat emo kind society. Does the blog fuel the depression, or does depression fuel the blog? Nouevaux "chicken or the egg" questions.Meh, I am extremely tired and I don't exactly know why. Camille biting my head about 4 in the morning doesn't

2005-04-19T21:34:00.000-05:00

Mmh, so it's definitely been about 2 months since anyone even christened the pages. And I talked to you about your last post, Linds, so I don't feel too bad. Blog is dead? Nah, hibernation. These things go in cycles, you just have to catch it on the upswing. It doesn't help, also, that we're 17-18 years old expecting ourselves to have any level of consistency past how we take a piss in the

2005-02-25T14:26:00.000-06:00

Josh, you may like this...beatlemaniac87 HighwayBog of Eternal Marriage3Mt. Happiness24Wealthville55Tower of Commitment113Childbirth Hospital271Please Drive Carefully

2005-02-24T20:13:00.000-06:00

xxbittersidxx HighwayFame City7Valley of Depression21Contentment Meadows51County Jail138Paintown301Please Drive CarefullyUsername:Where are you on the highway of life?From Go-Quiz.com

2005-02-24T19:39:00.000-06:00

BAKAWAW???!?!?! BRwww-AAAH! said the birds.Y'all want to hear what trileptal is like when it hits you at his hardest? It's like falling 200 stories and being able to fly without flapping anything. It's floating in your head, like in your brains, while your head stays level. It's good stuff. Stationary swimming stuff.I need some support, peeps. My dad is being weird again. I dunno. Just bear with

2005-02-01T18:07:00.000-06:00

surprising isn't it

2005-02-01T17:32:00.000-06:00

somebody posted? *faints*

2005-01-30T19:59:00.000-06:00

BA-KAW?

2005-01-17T11:13:00.000-06:00

BA-KAW?!?!?

2005-01-09T11:45:00.000-06:00

I think I need to make a post real quick, just to vent some bitterness. Linds, I would be telling you all this, however we have since been restricted, so I'm going to do it here in hopes that you read it. I am sick of your parents. In fact, I am so sick that I may kill them. Of course, that was sarcasm, but again, it was very bitter, so it might have sounded like me trying to make fantasy

2005-01-01T22:43:00.000-06:00

Since Josh probably won't post the good news, I'd like let everyone know that he got his SAT and ACT results in yesterday. He got a 1290 on the SAT and a 31 on the ACT. Both these scores qualify him for the Honors College at Auburn, and he's got a great shot at getting in! Everyone be sure and congratulate him. Yay, Josh!!! By the way, Josh, the phone number to the Honors College is (334) 844-

2005-01-01T17:24:00.000-06:00

happy new year I've also finished all of my apps and all I have left is the honors application at UGA. yay

2005-01-01T16:45:00.000-06:00

I think the main reason the blogger had died is because there isn't really a drama going on.... I kinda like it that way. I like the fact that everything is basically ok. Guess what? I MAILED OUT MOST OF MY APPLICATIONS... so that means that I'm FREE. My mom says that I can ask to do things since the important part of my life is done. I get to do whatever I want with the group as long as I keep

2004-12-31T19:47:00.000-06:00

SOMEONE POSTED BESIDES LINDSEY AND ME!!!! WOW!!!! Well God bless you kid. I appreciate it, this thing needs to be revivified just a bit. Umm, I really don't know what else to say. Congratulations on making the 951st post (?!!?) or something. And have a Happty New Year, and hope you all had a Vury Murry Christmus. Peace!

2004-12-28T15:42:00.000-06:00

Hey everyone, After about 2 months of disappearing I'm back. I hope you all are having great fun with your families and gifts. So, Merry Late Christmas and Happy early New years. Linds and Josh...wanna see a movie sometime soon?

2004-12-22T21:46:00.000-06:00

Hmm...for some reason I don't remember that part. I remember the flooding, but not that line. That must be one of the scenes I'll "rediscover" the next time you make me watch it. I can't believe Antiphilanthropy has actually been published on. I think it was getting lonely. Too bad- it's such a cute blog. Weather is getting really nasty over here. Ice, ice, ice, and guess what... more ice!

2004-12-22T19:28:00.000-06:00

"...and my mom said that the boys' bathroom was flooded, and it was filled with feces." "What are feces?" "Baby mice." *cutely* "Awww!!" From the best movie ever, Donnie frickin' Darko. Extra super special thanks to Lindsey Reid for giving a guy the best present in the whole wide world.

2004-11-04T10:04:00.000-06:00

Well, it's in, the results are final and official. The news: I feel like crap. Linds: I didn't space just yet cuz I just woke up :), I heart you!!! I thought everything was kinda dead about 4 in the morning, but apparently not. All kinds of stuff happening outside. Anyway, mom's back home (went to get breakfast), so I have to get off. Ta-ta.

2004-10-30T21:16:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone. I don't know who reads this but if I don't go on my fall retreat even though I finished 2 applications like they asked me to today, we're going to have a whole day of fun. I'm sick of not being able to things even when I fulfill their conditions. So linds and zabeth, put ur brains together and plan something wonderful so I don't remember that on Nov 14 I'm missing my first fall

2004-10-18T17:41:00.000-05:00

I don't know, good question. Why don't you taste me and see?

2004-10-17T22:02:00.000-05:00

how can someone be yummy?

2004-10-13T08:30:00.000-05:00

LLusciousIInfluentialNNaughtyDDreamySSensitiveEEccentricYYummy Me by any other name...

2004-10-12T18:35:00.000-05:00

R Relaxed O Overwhelming S Skillful I Ideal E Enjoyable

2004-10-12T16:22:00.000-05:00

Wicked Innocent Loving Lovable sure, and the first two don't cancel each other out....

2004-10-11T21:23:00.000-05:00

JJuicyOOrganicSShyHHotName / Username: Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.com I stumbled upon this on my cousin's Xanga, I thought I would share. Juicy...that's what always pops into mind when I think of myself.

2004-10-04T22:26:00.000-05:00

Will, I'm going to answer that post eventually, not tonight, I have chemistry. For now, a good/sad/emo song for everyone... Mad World by Gary Jules All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going no where Going no where Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression No expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow

2004-10-02T10:06:00.000-05:00

ok, guy and gals, I have a question for you, How old am I? No really, think about it. The obvious answer is 17, but how old is that, why do we measure our lives in celestial units? who really cares how many times we've seen the earth go around the sun? what really matters is what we are capable of doing at this moment. now as I see it, people who are 17 worthless celestial units old are

2004-09-30T20:54:00.000-05:00

Sweet, nothingness. Goodbye BLog.

2004-09-21T18:43:00.000-05:00

Ok, on the risk of sounding dramatic, WHAT IS WRONG WITH BECCA?! I love people, I know I do. She is one of those special people that I actually have to try to love. Even Kaicee Ponds has some endearing points. I know Becca has more but honestly, they've been lost to me lately. I don't know how much more I can take of her random jumping down my throat. Am I taking it all too personally?

2004-09-20T18:13:00.000-05:00

Aww, heck, I guess I'll ramble on about something too... if I had a clue what I have to ramble about... O well here goes Point one: I'm tired of getting crap from teachers. lets see, what can they do? what was that my dad always says? "If you can't do, teach!" Teachers are, as a group, people incapable of doing whatever people with their degrees do. English teachers especially, not only are

2004-09-19T22:32:00.000-05:00

Hey all, I guess it's my turn to ramble. This blog really needs to revive; we used to have interesting debates/fights/discussions on this thingy. Yay, school rules ... my life unfortuneately. I'm about fed up with it and to think I get 8+ more years of it! Yay! But it's kinda nice getting to see everyone this year. I don't feel so isolated from Josh now because I can count on seeing him in Econ

2004-09-15T22:28:00.000-05:00

Why, thank you for posting, precious. I enjoy your rambles. Plus, you never quite know what's going to come out of a good ramble. You may yet learn something...well, I can't say good...but perhaps, very, very interesting about yourself. Hey, TGI's was really good, thanks for splitting the Brownie Obsession! T'was good, we need to go get s'more, if it doesn't have the Abby-stigma attached to it.

2004-09-14T18:44:00.000-05:00

Well, Josh, I was feeling a little sorry for your blog because no one has posted on it in two weeks, so I decided to. Problem being that I really don't have anything to say. So I'll just ramble for a little while and wait for someone to comment on it, which probably won't happen for another million years, but I refuse to respond to myself. So Rosie finally decided on TGI Friday's which is

2004-09-01T22:08:00.000-05:00

Life is great guys ... or something. Atleast there isn't alot of drama and school work is kinda under control. One thing irks me though, our group has splintered. I'm not saying we've drifted apart but that in this group there is division. I really don't know if we need to work it all out (sidenote: I'm ok with everyone) but whatever. Ok, have fun all. I'm sleep deprived, though I have to agree

2004-09-01T21:40:00.000-05:00

Yay!!! I love how I'm always exempt from Josh's great wrath. I'm not creative enough, nor do I have time enough to come up with my own creative topics, so I'll just comment on yours. Congrats on the randomness, by the way. Anyway, yes, Scott Peterson is guilty. Speaking of, can you believe they dropped the charges against Kobe? And for what, because the poor rape victim is too traumatized

2004-09-01T18:07:00.000-05:00

Pimp. I always knew it. Everyone reply or I'm kicking you off, minus Linds of course. Jackasses (j/k i<3y'all).

2004-08-27T18:36:00.000-05:00

Hmm....well, alright. Let me think of something or another. See, the problem with this is, if you put your beliefs out there, you're apt to lose your head and make it into a huge ad hominem shit-flinging fest. Which never helps anything. Either that, or the topic makes everyone depressed, and that, children, ain't no good. Well, let me scan through topics. The Peterson case is easy to solve:

2004-08-26T23:09:00.000-05:00

You get internet back and you give us a 10-word post?!? This is the part where you're supposed to post some sort of controversial subject so we can all come on and post and re-ignite and rejuvenate the blogs so they are like they were last year.

2004-08-26T16:38:00.000-05:00

O holy god! I got internet back! Yay for me!

2004-08-19T19:12:00.000-05:00

Heh. I really don't know what this is all about, but I did it anyway. I'm tired of studying. Cry, the Beloved Country is the gayest book ever. I guess I'm going to fail. But I have better stuff to do, anyway. Like, um...type on the Blog. Yeah...

2004-08-15T17:50:00.000-05:00

I can't see what you were. I got the "invisible me" one. My HTML color is lavender. I'm a 1980's geek. I don't need a boyfriend. I'm 30% militant feminist. I am hastily gift-wrapped mustard. I am pretend evil. I am an affiliate program. This is a very interesting way to define yourself. Thank you for helping me waste an hour of my time.

2004-08-13T19:23:00.000-05:00

That's me! Ok well anyway, for the group of most pointless and silly quizzes go to spacefem.com. It's really feminazi too; it really likes the answer "kick guys in the groin, pour oil over them, and lit them on fire." It's so fun!

2004-08-13T09:21:00.000-05:00

bored bored bored bored

2004-08-08T21:19:00.000-05:00

Hey all, Sorry Linds, I've been reading the posts but responding... well it didn't seem like I needed to. Anyway, I'm kinda excited about school. I'm about to face a challenge that I don't know if I can do, I hope I can. Emotionally, I think this year will be alot more stable than it has been in the past. I guess I have alot to be hopeful for. The only part of next year I'm not happy about is

2004-08-07T10:59:00.000-05:00

No one ever posts on this blog either. This sucks. Maybe when we get back in school people will start posting again. But I don't want school to start. It's too soon- I'm not ready for it to start yet. Ok, so technically I will never be ready, but I'm especially not ready right now. And I need to get a job but I don't want to do it. I just want to sit around all the time and be a lazy bum

2004-08-04T15:55:00.000-05:00

Well, I guess that just proves that we have a new reason to go out to breakfast. Except that the only IHOP I know of is on Nolensville Road, which is quite a ways away. It is really good though. I quite enjoy it. I hope everything went okay today and that you aren't too incurably crazy. I suppose I'll probably be at the concert when you get this. *sigh* I almost don't want to go- I'm

2004-08-02T23:01:00.000-05:00

I agree on this point, but I haven't been to IHOP enough to really consider them one way or another. Mostly I go there and get burgers...heh. Again, defeating the purpose of the place. But hey, their specialty is "freedom" toast anyway, so I guess it's fine to eat something else, just like Waffle House is famous for hashbrowns, yet, is tenatively titled...WAFFLE...House. It beats the hell out of

2004-08-02T18:13:00.000-05:00

Waffle House is wonderful, grease or no. Second only to IHOP, I do believe. Besides, their hashbrowns are officially the best breakfast food ever invented.

2004-08-01T22:29:00.000-05:00

HAPPY AUGUST FOOLS' DAY!! And "thank God" to Linds's post, I hardly ever get on here anymore, but I should, eh? O wellz. I'm hungry, I haven't had dinner yet, just a grease bucket platter at Waffle House this morning.

2004-07-23T11:16:00.000-05:00

You're in luck. There is no way possible that that is true. First, if you look at the picture, they have "implanted" the embryo in his stomach. The "live" sonogram and vital signs keep repeating themselves. And just logically, what hospital in its right mind would approve a study like this? Especially done on a human before trying it multiple times on an animal? The thing in Time is fake-

2004-07-19T23:55:00.000-05:00

Please tell me this isn't real. And if it is, just tell me it isn't anyway. Actually, yes, do tell me, my bullshit detector is going off on this one considering some of their other "experiements," like a mouse with human intelligence, which is just a bunch of flash and smart macros, or a genetics detector you can do ONLINE, just put your thumb to the screen (?). Or how about nanotechnology...o

2004-07-15T23:54:00.000-05:00

Oh PIMP!! This is so great! Now we can change colours and everything. And here I was about to make a depressing post and this cheered me up just a bit. So I guess for a minute here I'll be going on about how great this is...and it is. Ok, done. Let's change back to black and have done with it, then. Alright. So after having a day that pretty much was a mania, I find it no surprise that I've

2004-07-15T01:23:00.000-05:00

Heheheh, I don't know if that was intentional, but there was a draft and then your post after that. So when it said "Wow, that echoed," boy, the laugh was riotous. Granted, tis one and a half in the morning. I really need to go to bed, yet here I am, breaking the silence. We need to get a really good topic going. I'll be thinking of something.

2004-07-14T23:20:00.000-05:00

I'm glad it's not quiet in here or anything. Wow, that echoed.

2004-07-08T23:01:00.000-05:00

Wow, what some posts we have on here people, goodness. Ok, so I'm leaving at around 8:30 in the morning for the Spirit Song Music Festival. My mom's driving me 5 hours to Cincinnati. I'll be home sunday around 1:00ish. Sorry if you miss my pretty posts around here for the next three days, but I promise (or is it a threat?), I will be back. And I want to see some major postage on this blog by

2004-07-08T21:34:00.000-05:00

you might notice that her post on the blog is almost two and a half times longer than her post here, but at least she made some sense. I've never seen Mr. Holland's Opus nor Interview with a Vampire, nor have I ordered something online. I'm such a party pooper and this is officially a rushed post, sorry.

2004-07-08T17:37:00.000-05:00

I post here too babe.

2004-07-08T11:16:00.000-05:00

I love how Rosie posts on the blog but doesn't post here anymore.

2004-07-07T13:40:00.000-05:00

Eh~it's as good a topic as any, it must have been a very rewarding experience (in fact, I know it was). I won't be surprised if I hear in a few months that Mr. Holland's Opus became worn to the point of unuseable due to overuse a couple of months from now :) but that's the way these things go. The first thing I ordered for myself was a CD, long since broken...I don't even remember which one it

2004-07-07T11:12:00.000-05:00

Well, since absolutely no one has posted on here in almost a week, I guess I'll do the honors. It's not like I actually have anything to say, it's just that the silence needs to be broken. Anyway, so let's see here. What can I talk about? Hmmm... Let's see... Well, crap. Josh, you already know everything, and I don't really care if anyone else knows stuff. But I'll see what I can get out

2004-07-03T01:24:00.000-05:00

Well, ok. If you really want to complicate things like that, geez. I believe that smartness is, in fact, a word. And if it isn't, now it is, officially certified by me, at least on this BLog, and here, I have the absolute authority as such. So hereby, smartness is now an official word and shall be used as much as possible. thank you for your time, please go and enjoy the smartness of the rest of

2004-07-02T12:17:00.000-05:00

Yes, please leave the child-bearing to me. I think I might be able to handle it a bit better. Probably not well, but better. Don't worry about the car- it would have only been worth guilting over if you had hit it, and even then, not really. A car is not some unfixable thing, that's why God made mechanics. I know I wouldn't want to live forever unless there were somebody from the "early

2004-07-01T23:24:00.000-05:00

Ok kids. So if you could live indefinitely, with the only harm to your longevity coming from external influences (i.e.: getting run down by a rhino herd, per se), would you do it? And if so, for what reasons? Sean Landis posed this question in his Xanga, and I decided to answer it. I really don't know if I would. On one hand: you do get to watch the progress of human history, which is very cool

2004-07-01T16:15:00.000-05:00

Woohoo! Happy July Fools' Day! Perhaps a more coherent post later, I'm watching cool movies right about now. I just found this button next to the Hyperlink one, so I'm testing it out. I guess we'll see what it does in a second, eh? Alright, then. You all have a good'un!

2004-06-29T20:38:00.000-05:00

Heh, I'm glad you enjoyed yee Wonderfule Englishe (the two "e"s on "ye" are intentional: everything has an added "e"). I really didn't mean to type "behaviour" like I did, it just sort of came out and I kept it. I think I'll do that with all the cool words as such. Like...um. "Saviour" and "behaviour" and um...well. Fucke mee, Ie don'te knowe anye moree. At least at the moment. I'm sort'o'tee-red

2004-06-27T13:00:00.000-05:00

I most definitely agree on both points. 1) Rosie, quit apologizing and do something about it. Apologies are no longer needed, and in fact are getting you absolutely nowhere. Surprisingly enough, this isn't directed toward anyone. In fact, this is just kind of a rant. However, I do highly suggest that people read this. It's kind of a continuation/elaboration on Josh's post. 2) The unit

2004-06-27T00:27:00.000-05:00

I don't really know if you quite got it or not. We're really not looking for a lot of excuses for past behaviours, it sort of makes one look...dumb. Sort of putting on a face when it occurred to you to do it. Perhaps there's not a better time than the present, but had it happened before all this shit, we might have appreciated it better. All the same, it's alright. What we're really looking for

2004-06-25T07:59:00.000-05:00

I really don't know how to respond considering there isn't really a response needed. Somehow GSS has made me understand what I do to my friends back at home. A couple of months ago Linds yelled at me to just sit down with Becca and Phil and end it. I tried but somehow I still wanted everything to be perfect. I love trying to reach perfection and since I'm so damn stubborn I'm oblivious to what

2004-06-24T00:41:00.000-05:00

If you haven't read all the posts until this one, I'd suggest you do. Stop groaning, just read, and with an open mind, all of you. I can't tell you where we're coming from, but I can say very poetically, yet truly, that we come from a place that reeks of decay and fright, a dead fear of something we can't give a name to. Ah yes, normal. A term used by the failed experiment called psychology to

2004-06-23T16:44:00.000-05:00

Normal- I'm not sure if we'll ever get back to normal. We've seen the bottom of the bottomless pit and have wallowed about in it for a while. We've been scarred by it and marked as "different" because of it. Sure, maybe one day we might be able to survive the climb upwards and perhaps get a foot on a ledge long enough for us to peek inside normal for a bit. But actually breach the border of

2004-06-22T23:48:00.000-05:00

I think Linds is abso-fuckin'-loutely correct, so fuck it. Man, don't even delete that post. Let me tell you why this is so good to be said: it's true. The truth fucking blows a lot of times (remember me yesterday, blank stare and opposition to your every words about my dad, true as they were?) and it's hard to swallow, but that's about it. IF PEOPLE ARE REALLY GOING TO JUDGE YOU OVER WHAT YOU

2004-06-22T22:23:00.000-05:00

Ok, so I finally have enough energy to post a bit, but I'm not exactly in the best mood, but it's usually a trade-off, so whatever. First off, I agree 100% with Josh on just about everything except the whole mania bit, cause I'm not lucky enough to get that. (Good job for all of you who actually picked up on that bit of sarcasm.) I'm tired of the whole Becca-Philip-Rosie situation too, and if I

2004-06-21T19:31:00.000-05:00

Josh, bro, call me. I love you and please please please know that with all your heart. I know what you've been saying about Phil is true. I have a guy here that just read that post (parts of it) and he said the exact same thing to me 2 days ago. I have to figure this out by myself. I have to know for sure that he's what I need and want in my life. I figured out here that I really don't need Phil

2004-06-20T22:15:00.000-05:00

Let me tell you a little story about a man called Stability. Well, not really. But the key word here is "stability." Embrace constancy, it's the nepethe for the human condition. Think about your body: it wants homeostasis, a point of norm. If you keep messing with your environment and deciding to change too much (or thinking you can, which is worse), no matter how good the control feels right

2004-06-18T14:45:00.000-05:00

Hey Josh...Jaoh...it's been awhile. Anyway I wasn't going against my better judgment call me at nite...3646110... and it'll be ok but I usually don't get in until around 12...that's 11 for you so yea. Leave a msg though. Ask linds to call if she wants to talk. How's becca? Will is in CO right now and he's pissed and you guessed it..phil. Becca told him what phil said when he called her a spoiled