Hmm, so far in Poor Bastard 2...

Outshined by Soundgarden
Cajun Song by Gin Blossoms
Pieces of the Night by Gin Blossoms
Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls
Dirt by Alice in Chains
Glory of Sadness by Rotting Christ
Ira Incensus by Rotting Christ


And probably not Little Rhyme, I don't want to wait that long, and I'll probably have a lot of songs by then.

Agh, Nigel is gone.

We kinda decided after the fact that he's too feral to live here. For the first seven months of his life, he lived in the woods and under my aunt's bed, and would never get comfortable here, so...

Getting a kitten instead, in about two weeks.

SOB. He was great, I opened his lil' cage and moved his blanket, he BUSTED out of the cage and DESTROYED the room. It was SO AWESOME. I LOVE that cat. But he's GONE. FUCK.

Well maybe the cat shall be just as crazy.

I hope.

Well, Nigel is here...

He's scared as hell and just sitting in his cage. His ears are HUGE. He's so awesome.

Chloe saw him a minute ago and hissed at him, then walked off and started smelling all his stuff. Chloe's out of the computer room now...

I don't know how well this is going to work out.

What did you mean, playing on your emotions? (you know who you are)

YAY! I'm getting a new puss in a minute here.

His name is Nigel, he was abandoned, and my aunt takes care of abandoned cats and stuff...well, my dad saw Nigel a few weeks ago (say before Thanksgiving) and decided to take him...he's been "rehabed" shall we say, and he's gonna be here in a few minutes. He's REALLY black and REALLY soft and REALLY little.

I hope Puss/Chloe is ok with him.

She didn't mean Leigh Anne, Rosie.

Remember the fact that I'm dead, and that should give you a little insight into Lindsey's distress.

See now?

Heh, I know, I know.

It's just that since the main point of conflict has vanished (i.e.: Lily hasn't posted here in forever/the night of the DI meeting is, in part, forgotten), I thought to introduce some MORE conflict! Heh, well actually, she wanted to talk to Rosie about some things...not that those things matter anymore, nor do I know how any of this is relevent anymore...

Then again, I'm always jumping to conclusions...you'll see when she gets here, probly not 'til Monday.

But time will tell.

um......lindsey i don't think it's leigh....it says brittany

[In Response to the Team Issue]

Oh my God. Are you OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MIND????? Rosie is going to KILL you if I don't get to you (or her, for that matter) first. Do you NOT remember what she did? Oh my God. Oh my God.

Oh. My. God.

Note: That was not advice.

Might have a new person coming on soon, 'sides Kenzie.

It's a SURPRISE! Although all you have to do is click the Team Button.

Whee everyone, whee.

Well I have been explained the Herd. Sweet. I figured it was something along those lines.

To summarize the day after I got home...

Alex called and him and Steven came over, whereafter we pulled sticks from a fallen tree in our yard and battled. I took a few hits to the legs but I gave the point to Alex and Steven a few times. Then Alex lost the keys to his truck and we spent an hour looking for them in the freezing cold. After a while he found a key but not the key...he left, and after that I grabbed a flashlight and hunted for another half hour or so, but no avail.

And then I got home and started watching Lord of the Rings, because I had wanted to all week, and drinking Vanilla Coke and stuff.

And NOW I am updating, because I haven't even posted in my own BLog in the past thousand days. At least here I have a computer that works and all.

Sick, Z? I had to play Speed with Will today in 5th, I got my ass kicked. It sucked a lot. Becca was in a really bad mood today and I tried to cheer her up the best I could. I know those kinds of days that she was talking about, I heard the same words I had said 1000 times in the past, "I just want to disappear", although in her case it was for the next few hours or so. She presses herself way too hard, I think. I hope she'll be ok.

I hope Rosie is having fun at the S&M party with five of her alleged six boyfriends, and I hope Bob isn't bleeding too bad. Heh.

What is this I feel...tired? Must I resign now? I feel to die of shame for this atrocity. AGH. I just had Vanilla Coke, this isn't fair. Especially even after I got some extra sleep this morning and everything. DAMN. I'll just do something to entertain myself for now.

Like rest my eyes.

I'll certainly be back.

Awww, what Z is trying to say, but won't cause she hates mush, is that we'd miss you, Tao-Tao. Life wouldn't be the same without you. And Z, I won't be a legal adult when I go to college... I'll be seventeen, but you're right about the graduating early being a mess...too many horror stories out there for my taste. And Josh, if you don't ask, one of these days when I'm really bored I will explain the herd. As I said on my blog, I most likely won't be back at school or church next week. Sorry yall. Pass the word along to my other friends (and if you're feeling really generous, my teachers too. Just the ones we both have.) Hmmm. I woke up about 4:45 this afternoon to find that nobody went to school today!!! I was excited because that means that's one day less I have make up work for!!! And Rosie, call me if things get too insane around your house. Your calls entertain me. And stick with interact...scholarship, remember? And why take it all out on Will? What did he do now? Anyway, I'll see yall later. I officially have my days and nights confused. I'm what the zoos refer to as "nocturnal" currently. But I am getting tired. I'm going in for more blood work tomorrow to make sure they didn't screw up the diagnosis. I hope they didn't. Otherwise, that could mean a trip to the hospital for me to run tests to see what it really is. Fun, fun. So I'm going to go to bed now, I do believe. See yall sometime this month, I hope, I hope. ~Linds

love the tao-tao guys, you can drop it anytime =)............please?

Heh Rosie, you crazy kook, chill out. Never thought I'd say that, but yeah, every day is different, as much as they all may suck or get really great, but it's all changing. Chill out.

Graduate next year? Cool.

YEAH I ALMOST HAD IT. Actually, I noticed I missed 10:58 when I first posted it, so I came in, cut the text from the first one, deleted it, and made a new one. The school clock said 10:58, but Blogger said 10:59. Obviously, my frusteration.

So that's who they are. I was just curious. As for the Herd...hmm...I'll ask if I think of it.

Kenzie lost Poor Bastard...and all of her CDs for that matter. MANY TEARS ARE SHED. But that's ok. "Here at Johnny Rocket's we do service with a smile"...the funniest thing ever said by any man, I'll explain it later. We might go again this weekend, perhaps perhaps.

And there's the bell.

Good day all.

My mom is drving me insane...............if this doesn't end soon I'm going to graduate next year................I can't take this anymore!
Linds talk to ya later.............i hate interact, i people, i hate will, i hate my life right now

Oh, 10:59!!! So close! OK, to explain: Ronnie is this guy that went to Woodland with me and Becca. He was part of the Herd. If you don't know what the herd is, it's a long story, get Becca to explain. He and Rosie know each other because they hang out at Chinese New Year. Their parents know each other really well too.

Vincent is not important, but if you really want to know, he's Jackie's ex-boyfriend and a friend of mine, kind of. He's not really important because he doesn't dare show his face at church very often anymore. Anyway, Jackie still likes him, even though she's engaged. And to even have a semblence of knowledge as to who Jackie is, you'd have to come to church, because she's just too complicated. Anyone want to help me out on these explanations? Tao-Tao? Z? Ok, I'll see yall later. Oh, and Rosie, I want to see the car!

Wow...you put Tao Tao.

The point of that name wasn't for your glorification, it was to make fun of you. Please don't take it the wrong way.

And you will turn over. Into a ravine and will blow up and DIE. Have fun!

Umm...I don't think I drank after ye in the past fifty days. Does thinking about it count? I don't think I thought about it either. O well, it doesn't matter, I'm getting sick as is. Have to take Centrum...that shit is REALLY COOL. You could probably take one of those every day and live if only it had some calories in it.

Who's Ronnie? Who's Vincent? Who the hell are these people? I'm confused in my own BLog.

This period is a waste of time.

Do note that I am intentionally posting at 10:58 (or closely whereabouts) to scare those of you who have noticed that most of my posts that do occur in the middle of the day, occur at 10:58.

I don't have a computer right now...damn. If I think of something, it'll be lost for the next few days. My mom works at home, and the state computer networking linkerupper thinger inside the computer is mest, so she has to take it in and get it worked on over the next few days. AGH. Can't do anything at home now. AGH.

O well, that's more quality time with which to read...

AGH.

Lindsey how's life.....still boring?
So yeah, my car came yesterday, hopefully I won't turn over in the Explore.=)
talked to ronnie last night, he's sweet linds and don't take that oo far.....really. it would be easy to hate him too.
jacob/mike thing....well i'm busy right now so it'll start tomorrow....
I'm supposed to be meeting becca here but apparently she's not here. I gotta go strangle someone.......see ya
-tao tao

poor linds

Oh, that makes sense (that was in response to my last post. I keep sleeping through the answer only to find them later.) And why won't the teachers let you out? Just because of the whole "sick thing?" Coach King would get you for saying it's like a prison though. Right Z? ;) Oh, and I hope none of you drank after me in the past 50 days or so, otherwise, you're gonna be out with me. I'm watching "The Diary of Anne Frank" on A&E. Yes, that is just how bored I really am.

Yeah, that's what Z and I said a lil' before that. Good that you're catching on, yo.

The horrid pull and expulsion of the diseased permeate my silent world. Yeah, everyone's really sick. My whole biology class was deadgone, there were about thirteen people in there today...out of about twenty-nine.

Plus, the teachers are keeping us in the rooms, under STRICT command to let none of us go during class for any reason.

It's like a prison...well it always is, we were always wondering when they'd take the next step, anyway.

Fell asleep a billion times during geometry, gonna go home and take a nap, if European History isn't too bad...and I hear it is, fucking DBQ writing schtick.

Although I probly won't take a nap, I'll get a Coke or something during lunch.

Damn am I stupid.

And nobody answer that either.

the Gunter thing is now never to be brought up ever again

Wow Joah,
I knew I was pushing it when I posted the HAHA's but I never thought that you would get THAT mad. Sorry....I wasn't expecting that convers so I decided to let you know about it. Again sorry if it really pissed you off. As to your advise of cutting Gunter off, well it prolly won't happen but I'll try to not pay as much attention as he wants k?
The subject is really getting old.....It's history and if you hadn't brought up the fact that it might not be over, I wouldn't have worried about it. Thankfully all of us have brains so I say history stays there and we never study it again.

Heh, I confer, actually. It'll never go away if we don't let it slide completely. So that's it, close the book on that assclown.

This is my last post for the day, I just wanted to remark on what a week it's been.

What a week it's been.

I hope everyone's week was great, posters and viewers alike.

And see you when I see you.


ToasTY

Down in a Hole by Alice in Chains

Bury me softly in this world
I give this part of me to you
The sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers in a tomb
In bloom

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be safe
See my heart I've decorated like a grave
You don't understand what they thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now, I'm a man who won't let himself be

Down in a hole
Feeling so small
Down in a hole
Losing my soul
I'd like to fly
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all the stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
I will breathe no more of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole
Feeling so small
Down in a hole
Losing my soul
I'd like to fly
But my wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this world
(Oh I wanna be inside of you)
I give this part of me for you
(Oh I wanna be inside of you
The sand rains down and here I sit
(Oh I wanna be inside of you)
Holding rare flowers in a tomb
(Oh I wanna be inside)

Down in a hole
Feeling so small
Down in a hole
Losing my soul
Down in a hole
Losing my soul
Down in a hole
Out of control
I'd like to fly
But my wings have been so denied

Wanted to post this one since it's really harmonic on Layne's part, and I had it stuck in my head about three seconds ago.

O ok, he said I sounded like a moron.

Now I don't know what the hell Rosie told him, but he had the pointed forwardness to say I sounded like a moron when he has no fucking idea about me, living in his little shell of "the world is mine because I'm smart".

I can judge, why, because I've seen people just like him before, number one, and I've heard the stories of what he's done and how he's done things, and I must say it really isn't an impressive personality type by any stretch of the imagination.

Yes, Rosie really loves those resiliant, down-to-earth guys. That was staunch sarcasm, by the way.

When I said drop it, I meant the "HEY IT'S OVER" shit, questions about the past are cool :) ok, just making sure it didn't look like I was biting anyone's head off other than Rosie's.

Sorry to not drop it, but I obviously missed the Gunter judging you part. Please explain.

SHUT UP.

Rosie, for the love of god, you are testing my patience to its fullest. If it really is over, why do you persist in proving to me that it is? Can't it just be over?

There's something in one of you that's trying to say "it's over but it's still ok to act like we were when it was going on". Perhaps inadvertently; however it is superfluous trying to explain this reasoning to your ultimately ineffible logic.

Gunter will still be an asshole, why, because he judged me groundlessly, whereas I had every right to, considering I had all the instances to do as such.

Your insistantce in trying to make me see this eye to eye is worthless.

So is it with me.

So drop it.

I thought I already posted this but if not here is it:
HAHAHAHA
Joah you were wrong!! go check out my site......you were wrong about Gunter, you were wrong about Gunter, you were wrong about Gunter ( run, hide, don't smack me)
so yeah check out our convers, it's kinda long so just skim it =)