So where is your new blog?

*snicker* to Lindsey's post.

Uh, that would be awesome Rosie, it's been really bothering me as to the why of that.

Evil? Me?! *SOBBING* THANK YOU THANK YOU! My life's work is complete, I have been considered a being of debauchery and rape and scandal and can now die a happy, happy little blasphemous infidel. It's really early in the morning guys, so I'm totally screwed up beyond all comprehension. It's been a day. And I'm trying to write the essay and it's hard because it's a lot to put in and think about. A LOT.

I played Aetolia all day...an offshoot of Achaea. God was it fun, I forgot how fun it was since my old, awesome character got deleted.

I'm such an incredible loser it's not even funny.

I"m not insane persay........just really really really really bored

What??? Rosie, God...You're INSANE!!!

LINDS!!!
I just noticed your post...do not even joke about that. It could happen...i mean with his evil looks and all...ga...i can't see why you even trust him enough to go out in public with him...i would never be able to trust him like that...you're insane. If you come home on monday battered I'm saying it now, I told you so.


So that was complete bs. heheheheheh sorry i had to have my fun.

Hey we need to talk Jaoh. If you hadn't noticed I've been drawing away from you. Maybe I'm spooking myself be either way we need to talk. Smile, life's great.
(btw if you guys haven't figured out that I only say that when I'm trying to convince ME then you're thick)

I wonder if I would mind if Josh raped me...yeah, probably so. :)

Hey Rosie.

I noticed you posted the greatest song ever (Iris by the Dolls, off the Dizzy Up The Girl album, track number eleven, and yes, I'm done) in your BLog.....cool but, why?

I think I posted it once....yes, I did, it's a beautiful song just for the lyrics, if you haven't heard it yet, although almost everyone has, and it's even better to music. Ok, done, I'm sort of on a Dolls kick right now so it was pretty cool to read Johnny Rzeznik in thine place du postage.

Will......AsShOLe. Heh.

Trust that if there was raping, it wouldn't be intentional, by any means. And, of course, there's a bunch of girls going and the majority of my immediate family. Last I checked, they weren't completely psychotic...but don't quote me on that.

Christ guys, you grow out your hair a little and look like a stoner when in fact you're just really Italian, and all hell breaks loose.

And the 100982095124571298347123 page essay tomorrow. And guys, it'll be great.

The best yet, I daresay.

You're going to rape Lindsey?! What?!

Horrible, horrible day.

Agh, I'm going to write a lot about this this weekend, at my dad's, who now has internet again. Wasn't I prophetic?

Let's ennebreate this a bit and say I have the worst luck of anyone in the entire world, and I have some people that can testify to that. And I'll publish the essay this weekend to celebrate my longest time without having a "woe fucking me" speech.

For now, I need to go record and stop my guts from fucking aching me to death.

Death, what a novel and wonderful idea.

Sweet guys, just got back from the ER.

Sounds familiar? This week it was my mom, who cut herself on a running hedge trimmer thrice today and suffered severe bloodloss and a mild fracture. It's all my fault too...eagh, sitting in the waiting room last week, I said to myself, "why's this happening to me? why can't this happen to someone else?"...and so now, of course, that I've said that, everyone around me is going to die, and I'm going to be the last one standing...is that all for the better?

Christ guys, I hope this week shapes up because thus far it sucks, just like last week and the week before.

EAGH.

Hehehe, dude, I really need to try that out on mine, that's pretty badass-sounding.

I love Little Rhyme, but oh what's it called? Broken Me, I think? I like that one too, especially the echo affect, which is pretty cool. Anyway, going to do some studyin' for the devilish exams. Grrrr... Stupid Exams.

Oh yeah.....

I'm aware that the recorded vocals on the acoustical My Solution are pretty bad because I'm trying to put the rocking chorus on an acoustical song...sorry all, it was about twelve in the morning. So the next CD is going to have revamped vocals that actually sound fitting to the song this time, rather than butchering it as I did and leaving the lackluster result on the product.

Eagh.

It's cool. There'll be more on there later that have been remixed and sound better. She refused because "I didn't have her in mind when I made Broken Me as a single". I don't think of some people for the same reason I don't tend to give Julian any of my singles: all he'll do is sit there and whine about how horrible it is, how the vocals suck, how the production was crap, how I can't play, etc. It gets to a point where I sort of know what to expect, so I just back down from trying to get people to listen and like something I do since I already know what they're going to say.

TWO NEW SONGS! Of course, Little Rhyme has been done forever, but in my room on recording day I wrote the chorus; the words in the verses have never been changed, though. The other song is Let Me Go (The Tip of My Tongue)...this song is just violent. I wrote it last night and in about three hours when my dad decides to wake up, I'm going to go upstairs, lock myself in my room, and record it until I die, or finish. This is going to be hard, for what I have in mind.

But, as tradition, the lyrics:

Little Rhyme by Stranglebox

Father father, where'd you go
Calling out to no one
Empty, sullen, all alone
Mercy to my mission
Brother brother, moaning low
Living ruination
Crying crying, time is slow
Sleep in devastation

CHORUS
So I pray you'll be alright
Cuz all my other prayers have died
And I hope you'll turn out right
Cuz you've been otherwise denied
Now I say my little rhyme
Little comfort passing time
And you had every right to lie
And so for that I'll say goodbye

Mother mother, no one knows
Just how deep this chasm
Sunder, plunder, I did so
I produced this spasm
Sister sister, I'd forego
Anything to save me
Killed it, killed it, bloody clothes
Falsity depraves me

CHORUS
SOLO
CHORUSx2

See, these songs aren't too complicated, and that's what makes them beautiful. Next one...this song was originally intended to be a "rhythm singing" song, and has existed in some form or another for a week or so now, but it's turned into actual singing now, it's kind of eerie considering the rest of the song is screaming and such, and I mean real screaming this time, none of that My Solution sing-screaming stuff, full-out RC schtick.

Let Me Go (The Tip of My Tongue) by Stranglebox

CHORUS
Everything I see reminds me of you
Every lie you paint a picture untrue
Everything I've loved has bled me right through
And no matter what I do you just won't (let me go)
The cap on the jar of my pain is unscrewed
Now there's nothing left in me I could do
I used to be the one but I'm split in two
And no matter what I do you just won't (let me go)

Condescention, never mention
Everything left is lies and pretentions
What I was and what I will be
Doesn't really matter cuz it never was me I
Sit back and wear the mask
And never really take my turn
When it comes to the fact
I'm loathe to react
Just wanna sit back and watch it burn

CHORUS

Verbal violence, that or silence
Negative sentiment that day and since
Used t be the bleeder and I took the whip
But I found the gun so I shoot from the hip I
Take out the time to crawl back inside
And hide within myself
Tiptoe on the faultline before it snaps
And opens straight to my little hell

CHORUS

You've got a long way
You're still so young
But I've grown beyond my years
With many songs been sung
I wait and never relate
The everything I've done
But even with your hand on my mouth
I can shout
Cuz I've got you
And the words on the tip of my tongue

LET ME GO x 8

CHORUS

LET ME GO x4
GO x 5

Angry angry angry! Whee! The "still so young" part is the calm before the storm, and then we bust it out and kill someone with the LET ME GOs; the drums are going to get really fast and the guitar is going to bottom out and sound like shit, which is just what any little metal junkie is looking for. I can't wait much longer to put this thing down.