College doesn't have to be such a bitch at the very beginning. I think it's time to deinstitutionalize it just a bit...perhaps, yes, we will lose ground with all the Frenchies and Japanese and whatnot. But think about it: we have a utilitarian mindset in America...how about one where the quality of life is the most important?

Fucking profit margins. I hate this planet.

That would be hilarious, Will. I would laugh so hard.

Josh, you keep putting whatever you want on your xanga- it's yours after all. Just warning you that mom was reading it.

Rosie- don't worry, I'm not putting Phil on my site at least. But I agree with Will- I don't think you should be freaking over this. I'm in a ton of groups and I don't know 99.9% of the people on my "friends" list very well at all. I haven't ever met some of them. Don't worry about him- just focus on going to college for right now.

No offense (kind of), but thus far his comments and mindset have been quite immature. More friends doesn't mean shit. GOOD friends is all that matters. And you will find your niche as the time comes, honestly. I'm just so sick of all this "you need a big group!" shit. That's just shit! I suppose some people are down with that mindset, and if you are, good for you, but really, you're epitomizing this gang-mentality that has become so prevalent in our society already, "More is better."

SHIT.

Anyway, umm....kinda bad about the SOrig thing. I'm probably not going to stop saying awful stuff in there, cuz that's the way it's always been...ok, well it's never been SOOOO bad, but to an extent, I'll probably be posting much the same as before. Honestly, I've been disencorporated from your life in their minds, and what I have to say in my own space shouldn't be shit to anyone else. Not trying to be all rebellious, but I never asked anyone to come and read my Xanga consistently. If it offends, you may press "X" and we'll be all the better.

Thusly, thus.

Man, I'm just stressing out, hence the attitude. Need to work on the paper.

The paper...oh yeah.

Yay for mrs. reid.
My mom wouldn't even know where to begin looking for xanga... not that she knows what a xanga is.
Anyway, so you know (to josh and linds) those lines that phil has been pulling... like not dating for a month. Not LOOKING for a date for a month but if it happens it happens. Or that he's just looking for a ton a friends right now. Go to his facebook and check out his groups...
Yea... their is a dating group on there connecting Hott christian girls to boys.
Pray for me all. I'm ok until I shocked like that. For once, I think his words should line up with his actions!

Luv ya'll

Linds. I don't give a damn if phil is on here. If he does than he understands that whatever we say doesn't leave th blog. Its a rant area and he reads on his own risk. He's never seen me really and passionately pissed yet so it might be a surprised. esp when it's aimed at him.

Oh my God. Two posts. One day. *faint*

Don't worry, Rosie, you're time will come. Josh, I completely know what you're talking about. Things are really boring until classes get started. We're now on our second week of school, and Welcome Week is still going strong, but ours is for everybody, not just Freshmen. But we do get a wonderful e-mail every day or so telling us to "go make friends and get involved!" I hate when adults use exclaimation points to make themselves sound younger.

Classes are fun, though. A challenge for once- I've never really known what that's felt like, and it's really nice.

Oh, by the way, my mom found the "Strankuba Originals" link on my website and is reading yalls xangas, so try not to say anything to incredibly horrendous, especially you, Josh.

I'm so glad that people are posting again! My heart is so happy!

Rosie, post that Friends thing that you were trying to post on my xanga on my blog because it looks funny. And sounds a lot like me. I'm thinking of naming my first child Emma Rachel- if it's a boy. Hahaha- that really wasn't funny. I'm going to bed now.

Hey Rosie, you still want Phil on the blog, cause I'd gladly oblige you. That was really mean. I'm actually going to bed now, but I couldn't resist.

*twiddle thumbs*
*counts sheeps*
*plucks daisies*
TWO MORE DAYS

Hahhh.....boring college. Nothing but sitting in my room all day looking at a stupid computer screen. I reallllllyyyyy don't want to type this paper, but I am, anyway. Shit shit shit.

Hahah, no, that was read a long time ago. I think he just noticed that I referenced some site that he liked as well, and put it in his post. But that's ok, because this is public access after all, and we can't help that. So whateva.

I miss you very much....verrrryyyy much.

I really can't wait for school to start, so I can put down the hashpipe and go learn something worthwhile. This fucking dorm is hot enough to melt a snow witch's heart in December. Every time I touch the floor, a layer of my skin is left behind. That's just the way it is. I think I need s'more pills or something, being all fatalistic.

I got my books today, and they are awesome. Haven't read anything, just looked through...I must say, I am entertained. Please start, school...please? I never thought I would say that, but I'm tired of being patronized by the Dean and his bitches over "WELCOME WEEK FRESHMAN ACTIVITIES." Know what that means? That means nobody else gets to do these activities. No fun for you after freshman year. Hell, I could use one next year. PATRONIZATION IS GAY. Seriously, I wish I would have joined military school. No, not really, I just need a place with less fun. All that stuff you heard about this being a big party school? 100 percent TRUE.

Today I helped Anne Marie install a mouse and printer. That was the highlight. And I met her roommate Jennifer. Then we discussed how stupid our "reading assignment" was...seriously, college, something that requires more than a blood pressure reading, please. Then I left, came back home, talked to Sam for a while, told him that yes, we actually DO have a book to read (that Crazy Azn), and a report too...hahahahaha (evilly). It's all nuts here.

And to think that over a quarter of these people are simply not going to be here after the four years are over...maybe even more (as has been the case, especially at this school). Over half will lose their HOPEs (2.75 for the first 24 hours). That just freaks you out, if you think about it too much. That's why I'm about to switch off the brain and die for tonight.

Guess what? Post, or die.